Zilla lays bare a bit of her soul for us, and either wittingly or unwittingly reveals why her worldview can make her very vulnerable to a serial manipulator.
This doesn’t make Zilla bad, stupid, naive or wrong. She’s just willing to suspend her cynical instincts and take a chance on someone that, for whatever reason, others will not. Maybe we can call this being a Christian daredevil.
And who does she blame for this? Lucille Ball!